summer's castaway
caught in winter's chilling embrace.
love that burrows deep,
to grip  emotions roots.
numbs all senses,
killing all desire.
alerts the consciousness 
moves a thought of loneliness.
her embrace is cold,
frost biting chill.
that thaws the desire,
that burns in me.

her touch is unfamiliar

so much that my body 

shudders in shock,

bewildered .

i wilt in her embrace.

refuse her advances.

she kills my lust,

when she attempts to dose 

my fire with her cold desire.

her little warmth,

yields little sustenance ,

but a strong desire to die,

to end this existence.

to abandon all.

my endurance dies,too

slowly,as these days,

move fast,

but seem never to end end.

a fast track towards eternity"s end.

this embrace is not home.

though her sun shines,

it' deceiving.

albeit murders the 

hope that lingered in me

at her sight.

her morning kisses,

that cold dew,

lives an aftertaste,

that burns me deep,

and my death is slow and evident