This is the word
 cast out into the wind
Finding shelter in the embrace of his ear
And finds its way to his heart
Where it is found,
rooted in Faith.

Dying faithless

Seen by the faithless eye
The mind fathoms a journey
And moves me to tears
A strong desire to embrace my fate
and Live this existence.

Set me free unto better days

far from the sorrows and pain of this day.

A place distant from my present afflictions

A place only my heart knows

Where my dreams are reality 

and all my fantasies come alive 

Stretch my wings,
Run,

Take off and fly, 

Are there no better days ahead?

 please tell, i beg you show me the way

For this day haunts me,

pains me and torments me.

Hear me, you fortune, 

destiny

He that controls the hands of time

Can you pay attention to my pleas,

or is my request too expensive to pay, 

Tell me then, what cost shall i pay, 

What then can i give,

for if i can afford  it, 

I will willingly pay. 

set me free, i beg you

 from my present afflictions. 

Stay with me here forever
Here where your smile won't fade
 where this moment won't end,
Where your joy is infinite.
Come, let's stop the sun from setting
While tomorrow is still far off
Stay,here forever
here with me at this very end
In this eternal embrace

I fear tomorrow, and his jealousy
He only comes to steal away this,
Our blissful moment,
Let this moment be forever.
when no rings, nor feasts
or celebration will confirm my love for you.
Let my presence,here and now
prove to you that
You, forever and i are
and forever will be.

Tomorrow is not certain,
no one knows what alms he bares
when he comes,
So let's stay here forever.
Never let this moment pass.
Never allow tomorrow's memories to steal way our today's.
For we know not, what memories we shall see tomorrow,
whether sorrowful or pleasant,
So I choose that which i know now,
that which we are now,
never letting go of the familiar
That which is here and now.

summer's castaway
caught in winter's chilling embrace.
love that burrows deep,
to grip  emotions roots.
numbs all senses,
killing all desire.
alerts the consciousness 
moves a thought of loneliness.
her embrace is cold,
frost biting chill.
that thaws the desire,
that burns in me.

her touch is unfamiliar

so much that my body 

shudders in shock,

bewildered .

i wilt in her embrace.

refuse her advances.

she kills my lust,

when she attempts to dose 

my fire with her cold desire.

her little warmth,

yields little sustenance ,

but a strong desire to die,

to end this existence.

to abandon all.

my endurance dies,too

slowly,as these days,

move fast,

but seem never to end end.

a fast track towards eternity"s end.

this embrace is not home.

though her sun shines,

it' deceiving.

albeit murders the 

hope that lingered in me

at her sight.

her morning kisses,

that cold dew,

lives an aftertaste,

that burns me deep,

and my death is slow and evident

Marching towards our death
with false pride
fed by that which calls upon us
to like patriots, 
Fight for it's cause,
That is life,
mercenaries we are 
fighting for it for a mere pittance,

What is my soul worth?
I live for their gratification 
to please !!
Please it that enslaves me,
mind, heart, body and soul.
Takes away that little pride salvaged
from the castaways of life
Like a solider patriotic till death
to a cause they don't believe in,
For the sake of a morsel of bread,
a means to survive
Their pleasure comes by my sacrifice 

Too tired to be young
Too tired to care
Too Old to be worried,
Just another unexplained moment in life
Still to close to where you began
No where close to where you hoped to be.
And so the story continues.
How long,then,
How long will it take,
How long would you keep
treading upon the same place.
That place of hurt,failure and excuses.
Ask yourself how long.

my hearts bruised,walking  through savanna,
trying to  make way through thorny bush that does not feel for my heart, 
so soft and fragile,
opening flesh wounds that turn infected and failing to heal.
wounded i am,
and yet still i will proceed in my search
 hoping that that which i seek,
 will help sooth my pain.

So life goes on, and we pretend that everything is okay. How else can we live, how else can we face our tomorrows, yesterdays. the ghosts from failures past, failures in the future or the current failure to foresee the failure to be. How else can we continue but pretend. This is faith, pretending what is as if it isnt. So life goes on,we smile, we laugh, we dance, with heavy hearts,  constrained souls. This is life, this is how we know it to be. I will wake up again and i will say i believe and will pretend to act like i believe, this is faith. Trying by all means to be what the word says, and yet there is a battle inside that yearns for the opposite. A hard feeling inside, an almost immovable force within me. I will wake up and i will try again. maybe by faith as the word says, i will defeat my inner man, i will raise above things that don't matter and look upon that which does, so maybe,just maybe i won't have to pretend but be that which i was created to be, not the self i have developed, but that which is required of me. So life goes on, with its joys, sorrows, pains, and expectations. and i continue and pretend, with the hope this pretence would be something more real.

Empty pages stirring back at me,
empty dreams,haunting me daily
Empty songs resonant in these labyrinths.
Empty vessels
oh the noise they make.
Empty eyes, emotionless and deep
empty, empty, empty
All is void of meaning

Empty skies
 the complexion of my mood
Empty spaces 
oh those haunting sounds, 
(my cry for help)
Empty bottles,
yet i feel no better.
Empty prayers,
faithless hope lingers
Empty clouds,
Its all a facade 
Empty, empty, empty
this vacant space inside is oh! 
so empty

dusty streets

....this dust blurs my vision
dust particles 
that hurt my eyes,
make me cry a little
and set free 
a sigh of desperation
a call to divinity
A futile prayer to my Deity.

dancing to the rhythm of love

dancing to the rhythm of love,
entangled in this embrace,
oblivious to popular sounds
cocooned in this pleasant air.
we dance to the beat of our hearts

been walkin through this tunnel....

been walking through this tunnel,
feels my walk is eternal,
still trying to find the light
to clam my freight.
suicidal thoughts,
plague my mind.
like a dead man walking.
can you see the vulture's flocking.
death knocks on my door ,
but my fear,i do not show.

i feel like i'm locked,
 behind invisible bars.
"quarantined"
 like i contracted "s.a.r.s"
avoided like leper
while this hatred gnaws deeper.

my body is weary,
my feet are heavy,
because of this aimless,endless
wandering,
through these dusty streets.
punting through eddies of dust,
in search of a path,
an answer,
an easy way out.