been walkin through this tunnel....

Been walking through this tunnel,
feels my walk is eternal.
still trying to find the light,
that will calm my fear.
suicidal thoughts plague my head.
i'm a dead-man walking,
can't you see the vultures flocking.
death knocks on my door,
but fear i do not show.

i feel like i'm locked behind invisible bars,
quaratined like contracted s.a.r.s.
avoided like a leper
while this hatred gnaws deeper.

my body is weary'
because of this endless,aimless
wandering,
through these streets.
penting in eddies of dust,
in search of a path,an answer to these questions
feelings that pound my head.

i shuffle through these blues,
that fill my ears like a weights on my heart
and burdens me.
walking towards no redemption
but fear in the heart,
and faithlessness in my mind.